"Hungry" and "Queens"
Hungry
I keep my little principality tidy. Like Genghis Kahn’s nuns, I am a part of a war nation, having no real land or location, taking pain out in ever widening circles. Shouldn’t I travel as the hordes did, living off the conquered, carrying only my broom, a war nation against my own. It doesn’t take much really. You only have to be hungry and willing to do what it takes to get fed.
Queens
All down the street/ The new fathers/ Beat the kingness out
Of the/ Kings
Michael Dickman, “Kings”
They drag you —
You can’t walk by your self
That’s what they say
There is a harness, fitted to a small torso
They call it guidance and depending
On who and when
It could be/have been
A lot of different things
So, hitting
Or crooning
It could have been hush
Hands taught to fold into useless
Knots
But not alone, not by yourself
It could have been a slap
It could have been games in the closet
Lifting your blouse
Later, in a general way
Admiring what you had of breasts
There was a progression
It could have been naming you
Honey, Sweetheart, Slut, Bitch, Homecoming Queen
it wouldn’t define you
they promised
Wendy Taylor Carlisle lives and writes in the Arkansas Ozarks. She is the 2020 winner of the Phillip H. McMath Post-Publication Award for The Mercy of Traffic and this spring, Doubleback Books reprinted her 2008 book, Discount Fireworks, available free at: Doubleback Books. Her website is www.wendytaylorcarlisle.com. Photo by Greg Comnes.